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Wed Jan 17, 2007 9:02 pm |
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Hey, this is where you put your thoughts on to paper so to speak.. get as emotional and deep as you want... just a way for us to get to know eachother better
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At the moment i'm thinking about the petty, meaningless bullshit that people fight about and about how insignificant it can but, but the consequences of that situation..*makes thread*
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Well my thoughts atm was about the smoke i made at youth that was pretty powerful considering it was just random grass on the ground and paper. I wonder if certain papers contribute to a different smell or even different grasses. Maybe dipping the grass in metho then making a rolly or something along those lines. Then sell that as a cheap high. Just think its cheap productive and addictive the ideal drug to sell.
Then i got the idea of me producing party drugs and what kind of symbols i'd place on them. First I thought a viper and that could signify that its like a snakebit sort of a high. Yes that would be very interesting.
Then I thought of becoming a drug trafficer. Seems like an interesting job, you could traffic the drugs then take tiny bits and make a bit of profit on the side. But you can get caught at airports etc so I thought screw that.
Then somehow I came back to the idea of grass and paper and metho. Then i decided maybe I should add window cleaner and sell it to some poor bum. 
Well yes im aware this is quite strange but thats what i was thinking about |
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Tue Jan 23, 2007 5:33 pm |
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i think... i think dosthecat at the moment has well and truly transformed into the more 'complex' of the two modes.
the negative one, hey? but yeah, when i get this way, i enjoy it. i seek images, footage of human hatred for their own kind. napalm, infra-red (they never see what hits 'em), racial massacres, KIA's, music that's tens of times as intense as what i normally enjoy. system of a down, a perfect circle. and it makes me think, shit, this world sucks.
but there is some good that comes out of the dosthecat - negative - mode. because i see how bullshit the world is, and i say, 'this is the world christ came into.' and it gets me back into that soldierin' frame of mind. it's me and the brothers versus the devil; and i just love my job.
praise god people?
i reckon it would be fucken awesome if vicki asked me to do a message about now. youth wouldn't know what hit it. |
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Tue Jan 23, 2007 6:01 pm |
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Many many people out there dont appreciate the effort, of course you get the few who do and appreciate it and make your attempt worth, but you also get the stupid self-righteous whores who dont..... shit, who aren't even nice about it.
Good idea wilkins (thread)
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Tue Jan 23, 2007 7:12 pm |
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This is interesting already mr. dos. Perhaps making a thread or something about it would be a good idea, or make do with what we've got here I guess.
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Wed Jan 24, 2007 1:37 pm |
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yeah, that was the sentence that stood out most to me... i mean, america and other 'coalition' countries pour out so much shit on the rest of the world and then portray themselves as 'peacekeepers', if you object, perhaps you'd be interested in some more blood diamonds from sierra leone? perhaps a shipping crate packed with enough small arms to fight a small war?
and while this occurs, we as citizens fear the black male, the pervert. the real terrors are to be found not in dark alleys, or in slums. they are to be found in the more powerful end of town, the same locale as ascott, the beachfront, and parliament. those are the places that hold the keys to suffering.
yet we bring these things upon ourselves. a man is pictured screaming about the evils of western society, our conditioning leads us to respond with dismissal, 'he's obviously on drugs, how can anyone have a problem with the way we live?'. we bring these things upon ourselves, just by ignoring them. king james has this to say on the enemy, 'RESIST THE DEVIL AND HE WILL FLEE FROM YOU!". it's basically saying that the devil's primary attack (mouse 1?) is subversion, to go about undetected.
now, we've all seen, if only briefly as a part of pro-militarianism propaganda, what a bomb can do. it does death. and that essay above pretty much outlines why western countries are being bombed. because we bomb them.
so if we're bombing them, ignoring the important 'thou shalt not kill' parts of the bible on our 'christian crusade' in the mid east, then it seems only natural to expect a bit of hostility when we go over there, tanks, helmets and rifles, to overthrow yet another government. so we have, yet again, the tablets of the ten commandments laying shattered while 'Israel' rejoices in evil, oblivious to consequences.
september eleven, and the continued bombing of the mideast, kosovo, afghanistan... i will relay the words that have been layed upon me so forcefully these past few days: THE WAGES OF SIN is DEATH. so you can bomb, but you will be bombed. so if you don't want to be bombed, don't bomb. send a UN peacekeeping detachment to restore law and order the proper way.
in my browsing of music yesterday, i came across a cover version of john lennon's imagine, by a perfect circle. it stirred in me a new spirit. one of retribution, against the world and all it's evils. the first step is awareness. |
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Fri Feb 02, 2007 11:03 pm |
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i think... i'm shifting again.
i'm quite addicted... no longer to man's inhuanity to man, but i'm sort of at a balance, and it's disturbing.
anyway, addicted. i've had some deep thought about nina lately, it's been a great curiousity trying to work out why we even get along, let alone why we're mates. but i've worked it out, why i'm attracted to her as company... the same reason i'm attracted to fire as a pasttime, walking around and watching hardcore violence on SBS late at night.
intensity
i crave it. the tabasco was a start, the thrill of accidently putting on just that little bit too much, and paying for it in pain. then it sort of worked it's way up from there. the first time i ever had nina over, it took alot out of me. she wanted to visit again a few days later, i couldn't. i was burnt out from the previous time.
over time, purely by accident, dependancy on intensity has increased... i've needed to find new ways of getting that fix, the walks help alot. initiating awkward social situations, the cola, searching of my own mind, and the minds of others, satisfying curiousities. these things are what keep me on this path, and i'm honestly not sure where it leads, but it feels pretty damn good.
i think i'm going crazy again... i had one of those 'images' the other night, so i'm pretty worried about myself. not so much worried about, but afraid of, of what i might do to the ones i love. violence... it's so intense, so suddenly appealing to me.
once again, i throw open the floor to questions. face to face, i think this post has alot more missing from it than the last one... |
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Sat Feb 03, 2007 11:19 am |
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| lol 5 years from now... i wouldnt be suprised if i saw elloitt's face-drawn picture on the telly from some sort of massacre! |
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| LoL im having hte most hilarious images in my head. Some yob from ipswich killing someone with a 5 inch knife, an ak74, and an aldi cola bottle. |
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Sun Feb 04, 2007 2:53 pm |
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nah... but on the topic of violence, the dialogue last night went like this:
me: damnit, just having this thing is making me want to stab someone...
wilkins: (serious) elliott, we're at bowling, there are parents and children here... go nuts!
i lol'd, because i was in a giggling mood. still am, too. yesterday was a good day, very good indeed, perhaps because i kicked it off at exactly midnight by scaring cats. then shanes, blackout, home, barefeet, stood on broken glass but me mate stan helped me dig it out, he's a real handy fella. then nina... which cheered me up, for some reason made me less crazy. then jonno's, well, for those who are aware of what happened there, why i was laughing maniacally the whole way to bowling, simultaneously copping me a bewdy of a sunset...
just, excellent day. ten out of ten. maybe even better than that wednesday night with the fire and coppers... maybe.
but i'm still scratching my head, wondering why nina made me less crazy... it's just not right... i suppose there aren't really many rules that govern craziness though, so whatever... |
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Sun Feb 04, 2007 3:09 pm |
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me: damnit, just having this thing is making me want to stab someone...
wilkins: (serious) elliott, we're at bowling, there are parents and children here... go nuts! |
Rofl! I remember that... that was great
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Come back....
Thats about all I'm thinking about...  please.
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i've been thinking alot about how awesome everything is.
not just some things, EVERYTHING!!!
my friends: awesome.
my life: awesome.
my family: awesome.
creation: awesome.
MY GOD: AWESOME!!
fuck i feel great right now... |
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Sun Mar 04, 2007 8:05 pm |
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Oh yeah aye... It's awesome when you and God are like hand in hand in God's presense (sp?)
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What's on my mind at the moment, is extreme satisfaction.
Satisfied that my journey had a purpose. Satisfied that I've just begun a new journey. Satisfied that I couldn't have better people by my side in this journey.
I think you all know what I'm talking about...
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Indeed. Chris, the more and more I talk to you the more I see you've grown each time. Keep it going man, keep the brotherly love happnen as well bro. XD
It's awesome. Can't wait to keep watchin what you do man. 
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| It's not just chris who has grown, they all have, observing from the outside, it reveals alot when you haven't taken a look in a very long time.Everyones grown up, it's good to see, i've noticed the biggest change in Josh, a change for the better. |
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Wed Mar 14, 2007 7:15 pm |
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Change in me Shara??
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| Honestly can't say, haven't spoken to you, or even seen you much, but you were pretty awesome before so even if you haven't grown...you're cool. |
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Wed Mar 14, 2007 8:18 pm |
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| Wilkins wrote: | | Change in me Shara?? |
I see the change... Its been a mix of you changing as a person and me getting to know you more and more. What once i saw was a man that was afraid to stand up for himself that always got picked on
What i see now is a man that will not only defend himself, but will step in whenever one of his friends are in trouble, feeling down or just want someone to talk to.
I used to see someone that was trying to find his place in the group, trying to change himself little by litte to fit in better.
What i see now is someone that has his place in the group. Wilkins, you're one of the columns in our group. Days without you are days that i wish didnt happen. You make the group a happier, more lively place. I know that Im not the only one that can say that, everyone in the group loves you Matt, we love you because your yourself. You're one of the most down to earth people that i know and by gosh do you know how to make us laugh!
When i look at you i see someone different. I see someone thats not afraid to be himself. I see someone thats growing as a peson each and every day. I see a freaking damn good human being and dont you dare let someone else tell you otherwise. You're one of my best friends Wilkins, I've known you since Blackstone days and me and you have had our differences but by gosh i love you man.
So yeah, i see a bit of a change
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| Well, there you go, you have changed Matt. |
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Wed Mar 14, 2007 8:43 pm |
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Damn, eh? I didnt expect that sort of response... Thanks so muchly Shane...
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Wed Mar 14, 2007 8:45 pm |
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i'm sure she forgot to mention this wilkins, but the other day i swear you looked positively handsome.
ok, umm... awkward... |
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Couldn't have said it better myself. I agree 100 percent with Shane. And I love you Wilkins. <3
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Wed Mar 21, 2007 3:32 pm |
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being at home has given heaps of time to think... this post will just be me putting some of the thoughts on paper so i don't lose them.
alot of the time in songtime at youth, i find myself under attack from the devil, and i always wondered why this was, why he should attack me so frequently while we're using one of our most powerful weapons against him. by rights, he shouldn't even be in the building, let alone in my head. so i worked this out... the devil doesn't just attack me at youth, but being in such a spiritual environment allows me to more easily recognise attacks and thwart them instantly. the attacks during songtime are poorly planned, acts of desperation, whereas a 'typical' attack on my mind usually goes unnoticed, sometimes for days after the fact. the weapon of worship allows me to recognise any threat and meet it.
i realised that at The Fall, the devil didn't only destroy our relationship with the Holy Spirit, he destroyed our ability to combat him. the Cross gives us that same power back, the power to be in constant communion with God, only if it is our will.
i worked out that whole sammich thing, (see Religion thread).
also i've been thinking extensively about the battlefield of the mind, the authority of satan BC, the development of temptation into sin...
last night in bed, i heard The Lord speak to me. i was thinking about what a long way i'd come... going into that youthcamp when i got saved, my mind would have been unrecognisable to someone that knows me today... basically looking back over the maze of lies, deception and trickery that satan left for me to confuse my journey... i got the feeling, from my own mind that i'm starting to take the shape of a decent soldier.
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I think Lukas is sexy.
Anyone else? |
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| He's always been attractive. Especially that photo of him at my party behind bars |
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