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dosthecat
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Sun Jan 07, 2007 8:22 pm |
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well. a topic i'm not entirely comfortable with, but oh well. should make interesting conversation.
not-too-recently i had the fortune/misfortune to spend time around people who harm themselves. the scars are indeed repulsive, though somehow alluring. i myself have a deep sort of, fondness for wounds from which blood is flowing, both on myself and others. others, because it offers me a chance to pretend i know how to dress wounds, and myself, because it's an interesting sensation/flavour (yes, i drink my own blood. HISSssss.)
...no, because of the barrier presented by pain (i suppose it's got to hurt for a reason), i've never deliberately harmed myself, aside from the occasional picking at old sores.
i've put it in AA because it's eventually going to relate to suicide, and self harm leading to more serious wounds. which is kind of a teen thing. meh.
*i'd really appreciate it if we could keep pics out of this... just, yeah. |
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Sun Jan 07, 2007 8:32 pm |
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I have a fond interest of blood, usually my own but I guess it can differ. There is just something so.......extravagent (sp?) about seeing your own blood seeping from your body, whether it be self inflicted (for more fun) or from being hurt.
Self inflicted pain can be a very interesting thing.
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dosthecat
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Sun Jan 07, 2007 8:58 pm |
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there's sort of an interesting side of me, it never really has much chance to be let out. so i'm letting it out.
in a non-sexual way, i'm a big fan of girls. just, i think they're generally marvellous creatures, and i find that there are few things that make me more genuinely happy than time spent in extended conversation with a member of the fairer sex. more on that later, if i get any requests. (this whole paragraph is a huge understatement, by the way...)
then there's the fact i'm a christian. you commit suicide, you go directly to hell, do not pass go, do not collect $200. and from what i've heard, hell is a real bad place. it scares me just thinking about what people go through down there. eternally. so suicide + girls is bad.
then there's the fact that alot of girls are just so dang well pretty... sort of ruins it when there's a scar.
there are 'buts' to this whole thing though, i don't wanna give youse too much to think about all at once, so i won't write those up just yet... |
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Sun Jan 07, 2007 9:06 pm |
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| dosthecat wrote: | | there's sort of an interesting side of me |
No shit 
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Sun Jan 07, 2007 9:08 pm |
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That was a compliment 
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dosthecat
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Sun Jan 07, 2007 10:33 pm |
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as i write, i'm warming up my skizzor, sterilising it to knife the whopping blister on my thumb where i burnt it.
like i was gonna say, i get heaps thrill out of accidently hurting myself; then picking at things. |
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Kung-Fu
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Fri Jan 19, 2007 9:18 pm |
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| Quote: | then there's the fact i'm a christian. you commit suicide, you go directly to hell, do not pass go, do not collect $200. and from what i've heard, hell is a real bad place. it scares me just thinking about what people go through down there. eternally. so suicide + girls is bad.
then there's the fact that alot of girls are just so dang well pretty... sort of ruins it when there's a scar. |
Agreed, Elliot.
Except, I'm no Christian.
But scars and such really are ugly, and what do they actually cure? Do they actually help? Do they make you happy? I don't think so.
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Sat Jan 20, 2007 12:18 pm |
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in short term they can make you feel better... depending on who you are, but yeah... its a stupid thing to do..
its not something easy to explain really, and everyone varies with their explinations... people that do it anyway |
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Mon Jan 22, 2007 8:05 pm |
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| ...SwAmPy... wrote: | | in short term they can make you feel better... |
and the long term? yeah, i'm lots curious... |
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Tue Jan 23, 2007 6:29 pm |
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| well the only thing you get in long term is strangers thinking they have the right to ask you why you do it and expect an answer... with long term its not the physical scars that hurt |
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Tue Jan 23, 2007 6:47 pm |
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I think scars (in general) are interesting.
Like, each scar holds a story. A memory. Example, Ellie has a scar on her leg, the story of that day we almost walked to Tivoli and she cut herself on the barbed wire fence.
Even in clothes, tattiness is gradually becoming the fashion. The Friday of camp I wore new pants for the first time and they got a hole in them from the barbed wire fence. Scars have memories.
Slashing wrists is homosexual and serves no purpose other than for your own emotional benefit, or curiosity. It is overrated. But scars that you earn, they're awesome.
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Agreed on the awesomeness of un-intentional scars... so many stories, so many awesome times, so many laughs. Just point one out on me and ask about it sometime, you'll be sure to get a laugh.
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