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upendy
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23 May
Dearest blog reading people.
Is it weird for me to be scared of some of my friends? Not scared that theyll abandon me or whatever which is what I'm usually scared of, but just.. flat out terrified FULL STOP. I'm not sure if anyone else here knows what I'm talking about, but when I think about it/them, my hearts starts pounding and my breathing gets faster and .. its so scary. 
Is it normal to be scared of your friends sometimes? I'm no pro in the friend department, so .. I just don't know.
Penny.
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Wed May 23, 2007 8:43 pm |
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Ummm...what?
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Wed May 23, 2007 8:53 pm |
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It's my screaming isn't it? 
Nah, just joking.
I think I understand what you mean... like, you're terrified of what they could do to you or something? I've felt that sometimes... I once thought that one of my guy friends would rape me if we were alone.
You like them, obviously, because they're your friend. But you don't trust them enough to not be scared of them. Or they give off some vibe that makes you uneasy.
Am I kinda correct or...?
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Wed May 23, 2007 8:55 pm |
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| Spot on. |
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Wed May 23, 2007 8:57 pm |
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Would you like to have a chat in private about it?
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Wed May 23, 2007 9:03 pm |
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| If you're willing to listen. |
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Wed May 23, 2007 9:06 pm |
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Thu May 24, 2007 9:16 pm |
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24 May
'I'm going to bonk you on the head with a bottle.'
Tonight. Was fantastic. I love God! WOooo! Anyway I had a nice big pray and chat with Elliot and Robert and man it was pretty cool! Oh, and I believe I have to have a chat to some people tomorrow.. But yeah, Elliot told me something really really really really really really really really good!
Anyway. Goodbye internets! For a month! Taking a break. I'm gonna try and focus on God a whole lot more, and write the collection of christian stories I'm working on to see how it works out. So don't plan on seeing me on msn, text me if you really care enough to do so.
So. G'night and farewell. See you in a month.
Penny.
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Thu May 24, 2007 9:46 pm |
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"Oh, and I believe I have to have a chat to some people tomorrow"
If I don't get a message by 5 I'm going to call you for that chat 
"Anyway. Goodbye internets! For a month! Taking a break. I'm gonna try and focus on God a whole lot more, and write the collection of christian stories I'm working on to see how it works out."
I'll miss you, remind me to get credit so I can still bug you But seriously, good on ya for taking the initiative, maybe now that you've left I'll have less of a reason to be on here and more of a reason to play bass. I wish you all the best for the next month, I'll be praying  |
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Fri May 25, 2007 3:56 pm |
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| Haha. I'm too weak to stay off the internet for even a day. |
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Fri May 25, 2007 5:00 pm |
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Bahah rofl.
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Fri May 25, 2007 10:26 pm |
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*chuckles*...go drink some coffee.
withdrawals?
I love you 
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Sat May 26, 2007 11:04 am |
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26 May
"All is well in my soul."
Happy happy happy.
WARNING: Christian content. Ooo.
Still over the moon about Thursday. And since Nielsen shared with me something absolutely amazing with me about Thursday, I'm just happier.
<†> -=beef=-Last: were you singing last night in the cry room?
† Penny: why?
<†> -=beef=-Last: i could hear a high pitched voice over to my left
† Penny: i wasnt singing very loudly
<†> -=beef=-Last: no words, just a voice singing
<†> -=beef=-Last: when it happened it was sudden, like the voice just showed up
<†> -=beef=-Last: when i first heard it i thought i could hear angels in the room
† Penny: ..we weren't singing loudly at all, just talking and praying mostly
<†> -=beef=-Last: well i could barely here you guys talking
<†> -=beef=-Last: was the speaker in there on?
† Penny: nope
† Penny: ..could thereve been angels in there with us?
<†> -=beef=-Last: well it sounded like it was coming out of there
<†> -=beef=-Last: i opened my eyes and had a look around and couldn't see anything... so i just closed them again and kept singing
† Penny: i seriously doubt you wouldve been able to hear us singing, we were really quiet when we were
<†> -=beef=-Last: i never hear you singing
† Penny: it was only elliot and robert other than me..
† Penny: so it was definitely singing, not possibly me talking?
<†> -=beef=-Last: nah, it was "harmonious"
† Penny: and your definitely sure you heard it
<†> -=beef=-Last: yes i'm sure
Angels. Were in the same room. As me and Elliot and Robert.
Now that I think about it even more, the was something so strong in the cry room on Thursday night. I'm just ecstatic right now. I spent all of last night thinking about what Nielsen had described, trying to find something that could possibly explain it.
I wrote a list in my mind of what couldn't explain it.
1. Matthew doesn't have any reason to lie.
2. I wasn't singing very loudly, when I was at all.
3. Elliot doesn't have a girl voice.
4. The speaker in the room was NOT turned on.
5. The window was shut = no outside noises.
Believe what you like about this.
But I honestly think there were angels there.
And Vicki said to Nielsen, "Why not?"
God is so amazing. (L)
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Sat May 26, 2007 11:13 am |
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And all this talk about angels is making my hyper, I gotta pee Maybe it's just the Skillet I've got going in the background
Full story about what happened on my myspace blog. |
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Sat May 26, 2007 8:14 pm |
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Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades.
<3
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Sat May 26, 2007 9:20 pm |
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angels own...
thursday night owned.
yesterday owned as well, i found a place, it's going to be Elliott's Quiet Place, but sometimes it's Elliott's ShoutingInTheGeneralDirectionOfNorman'sHouseWhichIsOverAKilometerAway Place.
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angels in the cry room... i'd believe it. in fact, i wouldn't even be surprised. i wouldn't even be surprised if angels live in there on a permanent basis. |
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Sat May 26, 2007 9:54 pm |
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| Quote: | | Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades. |
(L)
| Quote: | | angels in the cry room... i'd believe it. in fact, i wouldn't even be surprised. i wouldn't even be surprised if angels live in there on a permanent basis. |
I guess it would kind of make sense in a way, right? Wooh. Angels.
26 May.
"Watch out, she's a cripple!"
Laser Force. It was alright. Robert kicked everyones butt.
I'm tired. But.. I really don't want to sleep. Eh.
Penny. |
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Sun May 27, 2007 1:41 pm |
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27 May.
Lol. I just put all my clothes on at the same time.
I advise you not to do this unless you can be bothered putting all the clothes away.
Also, it's really hard to get off clothes when you have so many layers on. I had to bite clothing and wrinkle and .. yeah, it was fun. |
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:16 pm |
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Triple post. Wow my blog must be gay.
29 May.
"Wow, my spelling is attrocios today."
Had a mental breakdown last night. I had to wash my face lots and yawn lots too to pretend I wasn’t crying lol. Then I had a think about things, and started wondering why the heck I was crying. Gosh. Penny can't cry.
Talked with Eliza at lunch (also haxed the toilets). Kind of felt good to be serious with someone for at least a little while. Then Elle and Robert came and we talked about random stuff. Speaking of that guy, I was talking to Robert on MSN. Even being serious! Surprised?! He's cool and lol.
Elle caught on that something was wrong but of course I didn't tell her, because it's always so much smarter to keep everything bottled in until it explodes and you have a mental breakdown (sarcasm, by the way). I shouldve told her sooner bout stuff, lol.
I don't really have much else to write.
Except for some reason, my faith in God has grown so much in the past week or so. I seem to be talking with Him pretty much all day. Good pal, God is.
EDIT: My internet is gay. When I told Robert that, he asked me how I knew it was a boy. Well, derrr, of course its a boy! For one, it doesn't do anything that you tell it, and two, it cuts out when you need it most. Anyway, I plan on naming my internet. Any ideas?
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:22 pm |
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Penny girl I still read your blog everytime i see a post
And it's great to hear about how you're getting closer to God in the past week You've really been impressing me with some of the things that you've been doing the past few weeks. Just some of the things that you're saying, just some of the things that you're doing. Sounds weird i know but it really takes a lot of guts to say and do some of the things that you've been doing, i see the way that you talk to your friends, i see the way that you carry yourself. Sounds weird I know but i'm really really proud of how you're growing lately I see you and it makes me smile on the inside.
If you ever want to talk, as in talk serious not silly then I'll always be there for you.
Keep at it girl and never give up when the world gets you down.
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:26 pm |
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It was great spending time with you today Penny. And toilet hax! I can't believe it, 3rd time it's happened!
As Shane said, if you ever want to have a big chat about something important (something that boys probably can't help with), just let me know. I'll be glad to do it.
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:28 pm |
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| upendy wrote: | | something was wrong but of course I didn't tell her, because it's always so much smarter to keep everything bottled in until it explodes and you have a mental breakdown (sarcasm, by the way) |
Nothing wrong with that >_>
At least things get solved.
Penny, I do read your blog whenever there's a post (as I do with every topic), and I'm sorry. I normally can't think of anything to say.
But yeah, I'm happy for your spiritual progress.
And the net....maybe Larry?
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:31 pm |
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Shane - (L)
Eliza - (L)
Chris - Lol thanks. I think Larry is too cool a name for my internet. I mean, there is no way I can stretch the point of how gay this internet is. Not that there's anything wrong with gay people. Just gay computers. I like the name Larry too much. Oh, and (L). |
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:35 pm |
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How about Bruce?
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:36 pm |
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Cletus.
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:37 pm |
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:37 pm |
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AHAHA
GO BRUCE!
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:43 pm |
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Penny...that is ROFL. I'd say Cletus if it was dialup.
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:47 pm |
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Haha. I don't know, I think Bruce has a nicer smile.
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Tue May 29, 2007 7:48 pm |
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Precisely.
Stupid internet = hick.
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