|
Important Notice:
We regret to inform you that our free phpBB forum hosting service will be discontinued by the end of June 30, 2024.
If you wish to migrate to our paid hosting service, please contact billing@hostonnet.com.
 |
|
 |
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Thu Sep 06, 2007 3:33 pm |
 Post subject: Welcome to the Gates of Insanity |
 |
|
Large structures loom before you, ridiculously large and obviously unmovable by the human hand. Apon further inspection you come to the conclution that a pair of Gates is what stands before you. You reach out with a shaking hand, tracing the delicate patterns under your fingertips. It seems un-natural... Surely this is just a dream? Nearing the door handles, which seemed to be of normal size and shape, you notice a small sign written in nikko apon a peice of cardboard. A thin string of twine wrapped carelessly around the handles suspended this note in the air. You pick it up and read the scrawl that was jotted down apon its surface
"Dare you enter the Gates of Insanity?"
...
Somethings tells me you're already there...
ANYWAY!
Lolhai! Its Jess and this is my bloggy spotty thingy! (English seems to be one of the few things i'm good at... so I thought I'd show off a bit before i started  ) Anyway, hopefully I'll be able to post regularly... I'll run out of ideas soon enough. Until then, take care!
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
 |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
Mr Mittens
Moderator
Joined: 02 Jun 2006
Posts: 1500
Location: Ireland
Thu Sep 06, 2007 9:43 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
This is going to be fun
_________________
You used to be like my twin  |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Fri Sep 07, 2007 4:38 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
LolFreeDressDay
How is everyone? Good? Good. But enough about you, this time its aaaaall me :3 Okay... so maybe not that much me... BUT ENOUGH! *Holds hand out* more about my day!
It was fun :3 We had this free dressy thingy and I got to look all gangsta in mah pimp-ain hat. Semi took loads of photos (Which I have yet to see) and all around it was a good day.
Riiiight up until I went home... (And sciance in second last period, but don't ask about that xD) Some chick with a stick up her arse looks over at one of my friends who was humorously dressed in miss-matched stockings, turned her nose up and muttered "What IS she wearing?!" I turned around, turned off my iPod and replied "I believe them to be stokcings, and rather cool ones at that"
Shock horror suprise she gives me the dirtiest look imaginable and barks "They are SOOO not cool!"
I laughed my bloody arse off. How obsessive girls are with physical appearance (Even other peoples) is amazing. Nearly to the point of sickness... Anyway, nothing else to report.
~Fezz out
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
-Semi-
Joined: 01 Jul 2007
Posts: 70
Location: Neverland
Mon Sep 10, 2007 6:57 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
Ahaha, damn people these days. Who needs em? I say no one i say. But oh my goodness you probably dont care but i just bloody heard from Kylie! Yes you probably dont care at all but i care and its importent and your damn boyfreind isnt showing enthusiasm at all so yes. Just thought i'd pop in and say that <3
_________________
Quoth The Raven "Nevermore"
-And That's Why She Isn't Aloud Energy Drinks- |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Wed Sep 26, 2007 10:03 pm |
| Post subject: *Puts hand up* |
|
|
Anyone ever been so close to complete loss of bowel control due to fear? Anyone here felt their heart stop beating because they saw something they hoped never to see? Anyone here, anyone at all, felt as though they, if only for a split second, looked directly into the eyes of your greatest fear... And watched it stare right back?
Show of hands... Anyone? I'm sure you feel as though you have. I myself, though I hate to admit it, have an uncontrollable fear of the supernatural, ghosts, bright lights, voices... Anything that isn't normal, I s**t myself (Poo, love). It wasn't that long ago, a couple of days maybe, I faced my greatest fear. Unfortunately, it wasn't willingly, so due to the shock, my heart basically stopped beating while running back to my room. Trust me, this was probably the scariest ghost someone could think up of. Bright, straw-like hair, sticking out in all sorts of directions, pale white skin with crimson red lips sown shut in a zigzag motion. /\/\/\ <--- Like that, if I haven't already proven my point 
Thankfully, God sent me the help I needed. And I spent all night listening to praise music, hugging and talking about anything and everything with that help. And, even though it's probably made me even worse than before, I feel better, it brought us closer in a way I can't describe as anything other that bloody brilliant. Anyway, back to my scary house, I honestly sware my house is haunted sometimes, weird noises, stuff that goes bump in the night and the occasional Ghost sighting. Probably isolated in the kitchen and living room, because there's where everyone feels watched or cold. Could probably make a killing in tourism, but I gotta live here too, so that poses a problem. Gaaah... my skin just crawled.
Anyway, if you ever find the time, pray for my family, this house and me. But not just my fear, pray for everyone else’s. Ask for the help to get over it, even (and I’m going to hate myself after I type this) if it means meeting it face to face and telling it to bugger off. Thank you help, thank you God and thank you to anyone who prays or offers any advice :3
</3
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Sat Sep 29, 2007 4:32 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
Whoa, two posts in a row, I must be sad
REPLY TO STUFF PEOPLE! Make me feel lonely 
#Warning! Emo rant#
Speaking of lonely, just my rant on friendships and trust (Which I have done so to some friends). Before, not that long ago, I never "loved" any of my friends. They're there to talk to, laugh at and give you answers. That was basicly all they were (And for most, still are). Some people refuse the attachment and would rather stay in a shallow friendship then let it become something deeper. I often did that, or I just didn't bother to let the friendship evolve and slip deeper into my heart because the deeper it goes, the more it hurts for it to come out. In year five a friend of mine died, the next term, my best friend suddenly started hating me. It broke my heart and it got me thinking "Friends are useless, they just ditch you once you're inconvenient... then they go and DIE..."
So much for a childhood innocence…
Moving to Browns Plains just made things worse. I thought my next door neighbour was my friend... I thought heaps of peopel were my friends, then you fall and they leave you to die. Thats when I started picking myself up, I hardened up and refused to company of others. Accationally I snapped, did something stupid, but I never let anyone else grow as close to me as I used to. So then I had people I knew, people who made me laugh and who I could get money off or waste the afternoon with.
I still keep this train of thought and it's difficult for me to accept anything else, I never had church, I never had youth, I had a bunch of gun toating, hip gangsta wanna-be's and a small group of people at school who were lucky to remember my name. I don't understand true friendships, I mean, friends come and go all the time. Human beings are shallow, sin ridden and pathetic. Drop kicked once you don't fit the program anymore or talked into something you'll regret, then run off and let you take the blame. Unfortunately, the real world is cold, bloodthirsty and cruel... And there's nothing we can do about it.
I've always taken the easy road and taught myself to think "Well, no friends means no broken hearts right?" so I retreated into myself, becoming anti-social, handling problems on my own and after a while, denying any help offered. Difficult, yes, but that's how I wanted it. Those who rely on their friends to keep them sane go crazy when they're alone, and I wasn't going to take that chance.
Youth was a major eye-opener for me. You meet these people who acually "give a damn" and are thrusted so quickly into a Christian enviourment. I have people who LOVE me, and it feels great. But still, some people have lived their entire life with someone to lean on, and in some sakes I pity them. But deep down, you have to envy someone who can throw it all away and fall, only to be caught by someone who would never let them go
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
-Semi-
Joined: 01 Jul 2007
Posts: 70
Location: Neverland
Wed Oct 03, 2007 9:31 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
And what am i? Sorreh dramatic i know. And to think if i didnt throw you near Matt none of it would of happened +10....jokeing xD
But yes herrow my love!
_________________
Quoth The Raven "Nevermore"
-And That's Why She Isn't Aloud Energy Drinks- |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Tue Oct 23, 2007 11:21 am |
| Post subject: Woohoo love |
|
|
Jess feels emo...
Run for your lives...
LOVE IS STOOPID! There, I said it! You were all waiting for it and I've said it. The human body, mind and soul, tainted with sin, is unable to fully comprehend the amazing ability to love without end. I mean c'mon, who here hasn't NEVER yelled at someone they loved? Or just wanted them to go away? ... Show of hands...? Didn't think so. The human body is unable to love the way that God does, because we all have our limits. if you watch other peoples relationships, you can plainly tell that humans need some work in the "love" department. They're screaming "OMFG I LUV UUUU!" While sucking the other persons face off, ten seconds later they can't stand the sight of one another, then another ten seconds later they, they're both screaming the same stupid three words while sucking off some other losers face. I mean honestly, n one understands the true meaning of "I love you"
Love isn't finding some chick with boobs bigger than your prenant mother's, Love isn't finding that boy who could grate cheese on his abs. Love is finding that one person who you feel you could spend the rest of your life with, whether they get old and wrinkly or stay beautiful forever. Whether they change... Or refuse to shave
Love is difficult to aquire, because for most "I Love you = I'm hooooorrrrneeeeeeey" and "I'm sorry, I just don't feel the way I did = I ain't hoooorneeeey no mooorez"
I guess you just have to wait for that sort of person to come along, keep yourself for someone who will wait, be yourself and just hope that someone who cares will come along eventually...
But I found mine, so neeeerh *Pokes tongue out*
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
That Guy
Joined: 31 May 2007
Posts: 821
Wed Oct 24, 2007 3:39 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
hahahahahaha read all of the love threads nuf said much ?:p
_________________
 |
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Wed Oct 24, 2007 4:39 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
Mebbe
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Deanman
Joined: 16 Jan 2007
Posts: 224
Location: Ipswich
Thu Oct 25, 2007 9:51 am |
| Post subject: Re: Woohoo love |
|
|
| Little Jess wrote: |
Love isn't finding that boy who could grate cheese on his abs. |
No it isn't, but it still makes me all hot inside. Ha ha ha.
_________________
Sing like nobody's listening, dance like nobody's watching, work like you don't need the money, JACK OFF LIKE NOBODY'S HOME!!! |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Mon Nov 05, 2007 12:43 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
First things first, good on yah Dean xD
Secondly, I feel like a rant.
People who try to help people, WITHOUT the other people wanting said help. THAT is probebly one of the most ANNOYING things I have ever faced in my entire life. I'm not going to go into specifics, but sometimes, peoples advice simply hinders rather than helps, especially if it wasn't asked for. I got help, I was dragged, kicking and screaming to said help and what do I learn? Everything I already knew and it made me rather edgey about a good friend of mine (Who I am now convinced only wants to get into my pants), I don't want to talk to him anymore... Nicely done...
I dispise humanity with a passion undescribable by language itself. (Yes, I am part of humanity, I do realise this, so back off.)
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
dosthecat
Joined: 10 Sep 2006
Posts: 2111
Location: Ippie, QLD
Mon Nov 05, 2007 2:13 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
i dislike it when people dislike something they don't understand.
hope, jess. learn it.
i also dislike it when people think it's O.K. to hate people or things, and that it makes sense, and even that it's a groovy idea. no matter what you call it (i've decided recently that when i use the word 'dislike' i'm basically lieing to myself) ...it's not ok, it doesn't make sense, and it most certainly isn't a groovy idea. |
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Mon Nov 05, 2007 5:03 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
Im pretty sure I didn't say I hated anything in that paragraph... So nerh
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Fri Nov 23, 2007 10:06 am |
| Post subject: |
|
|
Hmmm, Apathy is boring o.<
Currently searching for a little meaning to my life... I get up, go to school, come back home, go to karate and go to sleep. Rinse and repeat (With eating brakes of course). My dreams are getting stranger and stranger, displaying desires for adventure and just plain love. I'm becoming more and more antisocial and I can't draw anymore... Every time I try I seem to fail. I don't usually ask for help from anyone but... *Pauses again* I got nothin'. How do I get rid of non-caring-ness...?
Edit/Update/whatever:
Jeeze i'm feeling so sick x.x. The world just magicly seems to start spinning, I'm falling over all the time, I can't stop coughing and my nose refuses to stop running. I sneeze (Very painfully due to a sore throat) every couple of minutes and I keep waking up in the middle of the night and the morning in a sweat... *Rubs arms, groans, coughs and takes a long drink of water* I keep getting thoughts of evil deamon people which (Due to a rather annoying fear of the stupid things) stops me from getting a restful nights sleep. At least I'm not feeling nausea or I'd lose it completly... Whoa... the keyboard keeps mooooviiiing o.O
Wish me luck *attempts a smile*
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Tue Nov 27, 2007 9:41 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
| Quote: | Jesster //Teh M&M Dealer\\ I Love you Elfy says:
Rather funny if you ask me... and by the look of things, it's only getting worse
Aaron says:
lol
Aaron says:
one kid was kicked out coz she got pregnant
Jesster //Teh M&M Dealer\\ I Love you Elfy says:
Sit back and watch humanity shit everywhere
Jesster //Teh M&M Dealer\\ I Love you Elfy says:
No way! What grade?
Aaron says:
lol ha.
Aaron says:
um year 12
Aaron says:
she was kicked out just before april
Aaron says:
and she couldnt even go to the formal
Jesster //Teh M&M Dealer\\ I Love you Elfy says:
You'd think because they're such a "christian school" they'd help her out
Aaron says:
thats what i thought. but COC has such a heritage and reputation and they dont want it ruined by a pregnant girl in her school uniform.
Aaron says:
snobs
Jesster //Teh M&M Dealer\\ I Love you Elfy says:
I'd have to agree with you there |
has anyone noticed that even the Christian schools have gone to complete shit? i mean, smoking, drinking and stealing, I can understand, kick the bastards out... but kicking someone out because their pregnant... at such a young age. they don't need to be kicked out, they need love and care (And maybe some stronger words on the topic of safe sex). With the swinging moods and the weight of everything going on already. getting kicked out of a school that has the words "Christian Outreach" in their name, in my opinion, is just being hypocridical...
Comment, flame, I don't really care which...
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
dosthecat
Joined: 10 Sep 2006
Posts: 2111
Location: Ippie, QLD
Wed Nov 28, 2007 1:38 am |
| Post subject: |
|
|
hmm... it's bullshit, and it's everywhere jess. there's not much you can do about it either, because even this sort of stuff has a part to play in God's plan. i look at it as a bad example, and i try not to be like that, i try to be like jesus.
it's gotten to the point where there isn't even such a thing as a christian school these days, and like i said there's not much we can do short of all getting degrees in secondary education and starting up our own school...
you know what hurts me though? the idea that the church is headed the same way. that maybe in twenty years there won't be such a thing as churches for christians, there will only be feel-good watered down crap. if someone responds to an alter call and prays for forgiveness before God, yet they don't repent, they have accepted a false gospel, and they only think they're christians. their church will still tell them they're saved, because hey, they prayed a prayer one time.
i mean, it's like these people have never even met my jesus.. never even read my bible, never seen the significance of sin, and look what sin did to jesus, the flawless son of god. his life could not be taken, but he layed it down under the weight of the world and... they don't repent. they look at the cross, see jesus battered and torn by the weight of our burden, and they miss the point. sure it was for atonement, but no sin can be atoned while we earnestly cling to it.
i'm gonna go write something, something non-angry. i've had a gutful. |
|
| Back to top |
|
|
|
|
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Mon Dec 10, 2007 11:02 am |
| Post subject: |
|
|
*Sometime in a Browns Plains Church (Yes, they DO exist)*
Pastor: Everyone knows that the closest distance to God is Between your Knee's and the floor...
Jess *Turning to Elliott*: I'm closer to God than you are!
Pastors say the darnest things
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
That Guy
Joined: 31 May 2007
Posts: 821
Wed Jan 16, 2008 10:48 am |
| Post subject: |
|
|
its not locked
_________________
|
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Jr W
SilverSnake...
Joined: 31 May 2006
Posts: 3785
Location: Border City
Wed Jan 16, 2008 8:28 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
No shit.
_________________
"Knowledge is power, so everybody download some more eBooks" - WBB
 |
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Wilkins
Moderator
Joined: 30 May 2006
Posts: 3452
Location: What?
Thu Jan 17, 2008 6:03 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
Alright... Elliot, Jess, Neilsen, Robbie and anybody else who wants to listen to it, I've got another Paul Washer message for you to listen to entitled "The Meaning of the Cross". It's harsh, but I recommend you listen to it. Infact, when I can, I'm gonna contact Planetshakers somehow and see if they can get Paul to come to next year's conference. People need to hear what he has to say...
_________________
You used to be like my twin |
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Ads
gtfo - cc
Joined: 30 May 2006
Posts: 3778
Location: Wherever the voices tell me.
Thu Jan 17, 2008 11:01 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
People need to hear what I have to say... = stfu dildo.
_________________
♥ yσυ fσґєvєґ вãвy
Burn the Wich!
Compatible tongues
 |
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
LastElf
Joined: 24 Feb 2007
Posts: 482
Location: Boovle
Fri Mar 14, 2008 5:17 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
I predict the next post will say "I wear knicker frillys"
Last edited by LastElf on Fri Mar 14, 2008 5:35 pm; edited 1 time in total |
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Mr Mittens
Moderator
Joined: 02 Jun 2006
Posts: 1500
Location: Ireland
Fri Mar 14, 2008 5:23 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
I wear knicker frillys
_________________
You used to be like my twin |
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Sun Mar 16, 2008 5:36 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
| Quote: | | I wear frilly knickers |
MATT SAID IT! YOU CAN SEE THE EDIT! *points*
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Mr Mittens
Moderator
Joined: 02 Jun 2006
Posts: 1500
Location: Ireland
Mon Mar 17, 2008 5:12 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
How do you predict something after it happens...
_________________
You used to be like my twin |
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Wilkins
Moderator
Joined: 30 May 2006
Posts: 3452
Location: What?
Tue Mar 18, 2008 9:14 am |
| Post subject: |
|
|
It's called Post-Prediction... Duh
_________________
You used to be like my twin |
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Ads
gtfo - cc
Joined: 30 May 2006
Posts: 3778
Location: Wherever the voices tell me.
Wed Mar 19, 2008 1:55 pm |
| Post subject: |
|
|
lol, why are people still posting here?
_________________
♥ yσυ fσґєvєґ вãвy
Burn the Wich!
Compatible tongues
|
|
| Back to top |
|
| Author |
Message |
Little Jess
Joined: 05 Sep 2007
Posts: 201
Location: We have locations now?!
Thu Mar 20, 2008 10:59 am |
| Post subject: |
|
|
Because they can, so nerh
_________________
Logic is for people who never dared to dream...
|
|
| Back to top |
|
  |
Page 1 of 1 |
All times are GMT + 10 Hours
|
|
You can post new topics in this forum
You can reply to topics in this forum
You cannot edit your posts in this forum
You cannot delete your posts in this forum
You cannot vote in polls in this forum
|
phpBB skin developed by: eXtremepixels
|
