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adam... get off it?
seriously, you see 'i made him miss a train' or whatever insignificant piece of ammunition and you jump on it, just for the hell of it.
she didn't make him do anything. there weren't chains involved, and i'll bet if there was manipulation it came from both sides... but that's not the point. the point is that all this crap isn't really doing anyone any favours.
"violence never solved anything"
well... neither does this infantile arguing.
ryan, take a look at some of your shit and then ask yourself if you had the right to attack me for joking about hate... for your own benefit, rather than mine. |
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Sun Jun 17, 2007 6:10 pm |
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yes whats wrong with that jees
calm down adam
well id rather you read and shut up or dont read and leave it alone |
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Sun Jun 17, 2007 6:40 pm |
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Rofl, drop it guys, it's fine.
Anyway, blog!
I have had a really great weekend.
Saturday:
I went to the city with Eamonn to meet Jessica! I have known Jessica for 2 or more years, but have never met her, so this was really exciting. Eamonn and I got there, and waited for her. She walked past, didn't even notice me, so I had to call out to her. She was really shy, and she's so short! My gosh! Anyways, we spoke for a little while, I followed her around and spoke to some of her friends, and then Eamonn and I decided to wander off to the shops.
I didn't buy anything (money or lack thereof) but Eamonn bought DVDs and CDs 'cause he does that. But yes, we met up with Jessica again after having some lunch, and then wandered into Roma St Gardens. *insert stuff here*
Jesse (Jessica's new boy) was really cool. He looks at me and goes, "Hey... Jesse. *nod*" and I'm like, "Hey... Eliza. *nod*" and each time we saw each other in the city we'd do that. It was fun.
Then we went home. I made a small video of the trip home.
Today:
I saw Kascha!! I haven't seen her for 7 months man... OMG. It was so great. We met up in Ipswich, and I was dressed terribly. Big black boots, ripped jeans, PlanetShakers t-shirt, ect. which seemed to turn heads. I looked like a punk somewhat. She got out of her cab, and I like ran up and gave her a massive hug. First place we went was the parklands thingo. We sat there, had a chat, watched a dog poop right in front of us (how romantic) then walked up to Riverlink. Just the usual stuff happened here, we looked at clothes, ate some food, took photos (which I'll get soon) and then walked out... we realized we had many hours to go before we had to leave, so we went to a cheap shop where Kascha recorded a video of me sweeping the floor. Video here. Fairy wings and wands were found. So we bought them and then ran around the shops in Riverlink like fairies and hitting our wands against everything. The shop lady at Rugs-a-Million asked if we granted wishes... this was the conversation:
Lady: Do you grant wishes?
Me: We might... what do you have in mind?
Lady: Get me out of here.
Me: Ok well... we could get you fired... but then you'd have no money and you'd be jobless. So... that kinda fails.
Lady: I don't want to lose my job.
Me: Ok, how 'bout we kill the manager?
Lady: Noooo he's a nice guy!
Me: Fine fine fine, we'll grant you 6 weeks holiday, with pay. How's that?
Lady: Okay sure!
Me: *waves wand* Crap.. run out of charge.
Lady: Ok, come back when you've recharged your powers.
Me: Sure thing. ZIIIINNNNGGGGG. *runs out singing 'lala'*
Many shops were raided, many people were laughing at us, and many photos were taken. We managed to get a mirror shot from quite a few stores, lol. Just to be silly. Kascha said it was the most fun she'd had in quite a while. I replied with, "But of course... none of your other friends are as psycho as me."
We went back down to the parklands, but on the way we stopped in an alley with graffiti, took more photos, and I made my fairy wings get caught in a trolley which was a good photo. Lol.
We took lots of pictures down in the parkland, and the security guy wouldn't leave us alone and wouldn't stop looking at us. Fat pedo. "Heh, you girls angels or fairies? Well you couldn't be angels, so you must be fairies.  "
I saw a Kookaburra! So I laughed at it insanely.
It was starting to get dark so we headed up to the station. We needed to call home, but turns out, Kascha had spent our last few dollars. Luckily enough a guy from her old school walked past so we stole money off him. But then the phone didn't give us change, so I was set to walk home in the dark. Kascha got her cab, and I got to the station. This Aboriginal lady comes up to me after making weird noises, and goes, "Move over please." So I moved over. She starts eating chips and then asks me what time the train comes, and "15 minutes" was my answer. She stood up, put the chips in her pocket, then yawned. Think it was coincidental how I could smell paint immediately after that? I think not.
I pinched a phone off the guy sitting next to me, to call dad to get him to pick me up. Lucky. I didn't want to walk home in the dark. I got on the train and this punk guy walks past me and goes, "Nice fairy wings, think they'll fit me?" and I said, "No way man, lol." He then walks to the end of the train and then walks back and says, "I have devil wings like that.  " and then gets off the carriage. WTF?
I return from my trip with the following items:
Guitar pick necklace.
Half of a "best friends" necklace.
Cheapo dog tags.
Tartan earrings.
2 balls of wool.
Fairy wings and wand.
Eclipse chewing gum.
Studded bracelet.
Train ticket.
Along with that is fond memories, and lots of photos. It's been a great weekend. I'll have to save some money and go to Riverlink with Miss. Kascha again soon. It was great.
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Sun Jun 17, 2007 7:22 pm |
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lol u had a great day so did i  i still ahve to write the rest nice vid:P |
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Tue Jun 19, 2007 7:05 pm |
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Lol. I don't care if you think I'm a fag etc.
And I'm pretty sure I was attacking with a joke but obviously not "according" to you mr Elliot.
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Well the school dance last night really showed me how much I really DO like my boyfriend... Seeing couples dancing during 'How To Save A Life', nearly made me cry, 'cause my boyfriend wasn't there. I'm going to miss him... He's in Victoria for two weeks. Ick.
I'm also starting to be more cautious of friendships... I'm going through this stage where I am being really cautious of who I can trust. I feel like with some people no matter how much they promise that they "won't tell a soul" my conversation, they do anyway. I think it's best to keep everything to myself.
I know it's not very Christian of me... but I really have the urge to hurt a boy right now. Like seriously punch him over and over again... I keep saying, "Eliza snap out of it, enemy much?" but it's not really working. Seeing him at the school dance last night, neglecting his girlfriend to go dance with and kiss other girls, then being reminded of how he's ruined an ex-friend's life because he thinks with his dick, made me all the more angry. I felt like just going down there and starting a riot. I don't have any real relationship with him, like, he's just an acquaintance, but seriously... grrr. Only a few of you will know what I'm referring to with this but yes... gah.
Also, I've done this on more than one occasion, but I'd like to shout out to Wilkins. I really cannot express how much you mean to me, bro. Like seriously, I tell people all the time, "I really love Wilkins, he's the fucking best. Best friend anyone could ask for." And I always care when I can't spend any time with you. You're always so great to talk to, we always have something to talk about. I love love love love you.
Robbie and Penny, too. You two kiddies rock!
I spoke to my brother the other night about all this recent stupidity... Here's excerpts from the conversation... You don't have to read it, just skip it if you want.
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(3:57 PM) Joshua: You don't hate me because of the Jess thing do you Lizzy?
(3:58 PM) Eliza : Of course I don't hate you, but I do want to have a chat to you about it.
*other small talk here*
(4:17 PM) Eliza : Just remember though, Jess had a reason to boot you. Sorry to sound harsh, but you're facing the consequences of your actions.
I really hope that none of what happened EVER happens again.
(4:20 PM) Joshua: Pfft belive me so do I
(4:20 PM) Eliza : Nepal, eh? (your little lie)
You deserve a high-five for that one, that was gold.
(4:22 PM) Joshua: Look basically
I am completely mad
And absolutely nothing deserving of either your love or your respect
4:22 PM) Eliza : Joshua. Shut it.
(4:22 PM) Joshua: I hate the person I am to the point in which I make myself out to be a better one
Its insane
But I know that no one will ever accept me for being just me
Especially girls
(4:23 PM) Eliza : I know what you do and why you do it. I know you better than you think I do.
(4:25 PM) Joshua: I will just disappear before anymore lives are ruined
(4:26 PM) Eliza : Cut it out you. Self bashing irks me.
You know what you've done, and you're quite capable of fixing it.
You think your friends would still be around if they didn't like you for who you are? Screw girls right now, you don't NEED a girl. There's going to be "the one" sooner or later, that'll appreciate who you are.
(4:30 PM) Joshua: If I want to self bash Eliza I will, you have no idea how mad Im going at the moment. All I ask is that mum is left out. Im not even telling her whats going on with me at the moment, all she knows is I was kicked out. Im not going to tell her anything cause Im already a fucking disappointment as it is
Man you ever had the feeling before that everyone around you is lessened by you? And that like, you should never have come along and burdened your family in the first place
(4:35 PM) Eliza : For the record - I won't hate you, ever. But I will certainly tell you when you need to be slapped. Mum doesn't hate you, I know for a FACT that she loves you so much, she TOLD me so, just before she moved. You're not a "disappointment", you just have to clean up your act because the only person you're really hurting is yourself. I really want you to take in what I'm saying Josh.
(4:36 PM) Joshua: You think I dont know that I am hurting myself?
And I know what I need to do
(4:38 PM) Eliza : You gotta stop making the mistakes you've made more than once. A Christian speaker I know once said, "It's hard to break a bad habit, but even harder to get into a good one. But it's more worth it in the end if you get into a good habit. What would you prefer? A life of suffering because of a bad habit? Or a happy life because of a good habit?"
(4:41 PM) Joshua: Eliza, if I go through another phase of having the family never talk to me I will die
(4:41 PM) Eliza : You always have me.
You just gotta make the effort to contact me more often. I can't take it upon myself to do it all.
(4:42 PM) Joshua: So does this mean that you are going to go and tell my amazing story of idiocy, childish foolishness and ruining everyones lives including my own to our family?
(4:42 PM) Eliza : Joshua, did I say that?
Don't make silly assumptions like that. You told me not to say anything to our family, so I won't.
(4:43 PM) Joshua: I just want mum to think Im sorting my life out. Thats the truth
(4:45 PM) Eliza : I'd rather keep it between us so that you can sort your shit out without all eyes watching you and without all the pressure of HAVING to do well. Josh, all I want is for you to be happy. I'm not saying you do this, but for the record... you don't need to impress me, you don't need to seek my approval. The only thing I ever want is my brother to be happy, because I love you so much.
(4:46 PM) Joshua: Aww
Thanks Lizzie
(4:46 PM) Eliza : Through EVERYTHING that's happened over the years, I have never once doubted that I love you. Not once. I continue to have faith that you'll learn from all your mistakes and be happy afterwards.
(4:47 PM) Joshua: I think Im just a nutcase Eliza lol
I should have been left in the nuthouse when I was in there
(4:49 PM) Eliza : I think you just have to take things easy and get yourself on the right track before you go back to girls and living with girls and that bollocks.
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(4:53 PM) Joshua: As for you and Jess being friends, go for your life. Just please, I CANNOT stand the feeling of the two of you complaining about me to one another..
Eliza you know Ive made some irrational and neurotic mistakes. But you know that Im a good person who loves his family and that I would never, ever hurt one of you.
(4:56 PM) Eliza : I don't complain to Jess about you. I was just there as her "shoulder to cry on" and stopped all her irrational thinking. And I know you'd never hurt us intentionally. The only thing I get upset by, is when I can't do anything to help. I just have to stand by and let you do things. I knew about what was happening with you and Jess from early stages. And I kept saying to myself, "I've gotta talk to Josh. I gotta stop this from getting worse." but I never got the chance.
I figured, since I'm a "close sibling" and all, I could knock some sense into you.
(5:00 PM) Joshua: But anyway
No point in dwelling on it
Stops me moving forward
(5:02 PM) Eliza : Yep. The future is what you should aim for. You've got lots of experience under your belt. You should be able to get yourself a good job. Just maintain faith, I'll be praying for you. What goes up, must come down - but before it does, you gotta put in the effort to keep it up there.
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I still have more I want to say to him, but I just hope that what I have said has sunk into his brain. I really want him to learn from all of this... It's upsetting me seeing him do all this. And trust me, I've been prayin'.
I've been crying for a lot of today... it's not a happy day for me.
Hopefully I can go to youth tonight... I really need to be in that building tonight. When I'm there I'm happy just praising and worshipping, it really does make me happy...
Oh well, that's all for today.
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Thu Jun 21, 2007 3:16 pm |
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Crying isn't good  .
I hope you feel better soon, and can come tonight. I like seeing you happy. |
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Thu Jun 21, 2007 4:24 pm |
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Thanks Eliza. At least one of us thinks I'm good .. Horns up for the support. I love you too
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I am like sitting at the computer SCREAMING right now.
Okay, well not anymore... but I was... and was almost hyperventilating.
Nothing bad, in fact it's REALLY GOOD.
Okay so, Wilkins showed me this site where I can get a Celldweller(my favorite band) t-shirt.
So I was going to, plus buy a Soundmass bag. Total (with shipping): $30
I decided to try my luck, and go on the Celldweller website store, and guess what?
and
I am soooo getting them.
Much better value than just a t-shirt and bag.
Total (with shipping): $50
EEEEE.
EXCITED.
I hope I get the money before they sell out.
IF they have a risk of selling out.
Here's the link to their store if you're ever thinking of buying me a present for my birthday or Christmas, but don't know what to get me:
http://www.celldweller.com/2007/store.html
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!
I AM SO EXCITED!
*sings their songs*
That's all I wanted to say.
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Mon Jun 25, 2007 9:07 pm |
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Hey, if that makes you happy.. GO FOR IT!
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Mon Jun 25, 2007 9:24 pm |
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Do I detect a hint of sarcasm?
I think I do.
Ew@you.
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Mon Jun 25, 2007 9:28 pm |
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lol who uses ew anymore?
its eliza the super pea !
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Mon Jun 25, 2007 10:09 pm |
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| Kung-Fu wrote: | Do I detect a hint of sarcasm?
I think I do.
Ew@you. |
Ok, lets keep it down please. And yeah, Celldweller is pretty mad. You still buying the shirt from Soundmass?
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Mon Jun 25, 2007 10:17 pm |
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To suit you is it?>
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Mon Jun 25, 2007 10:29 pm |
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Please explain what that means?
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You want me to hush.. to suit you?
Or for the good of our nation?
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Mon Jun 25, 2007 10:32 pm |
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Dude, what the hell? What are you talking about? Same deal is with Robbie, you want me to take you literally. Be understandable or I will call bullshit for every post of yours
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Mon Jun 25, 2007 10:33 pm |
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I don't know if I'm still getting the shirt from Soundmass Wilkins.
If I can get the pack from the Celldweller store, then I won't have to.
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| Wilkins wrote: | | Ok, lets keep it down please. |
I can tell what Adam's getting at here... something just doesnt feel right and I think i know what it is... All of the following are taken off Ryan's thread for your easy viewing...
| Wilkins wrote: | Well the first pages should be (locked). Until the fighting stopped. So we can just read the fighting and nothing else. ...
Thoih is going back to kinda its "glory days" ...
I reckon aye... But the best part about this thread having lots of pages is that it has so much history and foundations of the glory of what Thoih really is. |
| Debbrie wrote: | | Derr Matthew just wants conflict.....? |
| Wilkins wrote: | Adam said before that the 100th page should come via an argument. I did what I could to get that 100th page... And it seems that it worked
I'm serious, I dont care about it. I just wanted the 100th page to come up
HAPPY 100 PAGES PEOPLE!!! |
| Adam wrote: | | I still think that whatever is said always has a small amount of truth behind it, but.... yeah, for aguments sake. |
You want to talk about how fun it is to stir conflict? How fun it is to bring Thoih back to it's 'glory days'? Then why do you tell people to stop fighting when you have something to lose and encourage fighting when you have everything to gain?
Even though Thoih doesn't have an offical rules section... one of the top rules would be 'you are open to be scrutinized' so if you're going to say one thing and do another then prepare for some bad words coming your way.
And for your viewing pleasure one of my favourite posts on thoih...
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Shane, nice work. I can not argue with that evidence. Moving right along  to Adam, I remember that Lukas came on here a little while ago and took the piss out of you and Debbie. Why was he deleted? For being a dick? Insulting you? Insulting people as Shane has put together is what Thoih is all about. So Adam, bring back Lukas for goodness sake. Let him come back and insult you and Debbie, because this is Thoih remember. You can not say this is not the same. Lukas took useless stabs at Debbie, you got pissed off and deleted him twice because he was doing a typically Thoih thing. And when you take stabs at Eliza you deem it to be okay because "it's Thoih". So, Adam. You have contradicted yourself.
EDIT: You have been acting differently to me since I posted that I wont be going to the Von Formal. Is that what is all about???
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"I met him and he does not smell like elderberries."
Just had to share that.
Tomorrow... well err... today... I'm going to go on a journey!
I'm going to walk up to the train station if the weather is okay and catch the train to Booval, where I'll be going to Lifeline to have a look around, followed by *possibly* Booval Fair, then on the way back to the station, I'll stop in at my good friend Aldi and buy some supplies for youth or maybe just for my snacking pleasure tonight.
I've still got much work to do on my bedroom transformation project.
I need to get this wardrobe situation sorted out and find a place to put the chest of drawers I have now... Then once I get the money for paint I'm going to paint the wardrobe black. Dad said I could do what I want to it, so that I shall!  After that I have to put all the bollocks I own back in my room, because temporarily it's all stored in both spare rooms in boxes. I have shitloads of stuff. I reckon there's MORE stuff I need to throw away yet. I threw out lots, but I still think there's some useless stuff in my possession still. Then is the decorating stage where I find tasteful locations for all of my stuff. My reasoning for going to Lifeline is to maybe find a vintage looking, cheap chair, and possibly a hat/bag rack for my hangy belongings.
What do you guys think about a garage sale? We have lots of stuff in my house that we could do without... Might help me raise money for some good things too. I've always wanted to donate to the church, I just need money for other things right now.
Next task after my bedroom, is to spring clean my house. I've decided that I no longer like my house the way it is, so I'm going to change it, haha. I don't think dad'll have a problem with me wanting to clean. I just hope we remember to put the wheely bin out on Thursday... 'cause after cleaning my room over these last couple of days, I've managed to fill it up. I know, I'm a pig.
On Friday I'll be heading up to my mother's house, and staying there until Sunday, and then I'll be kidnapping my brother and bringing him up here for 2 weeks. I told mum that I just want to lurk around the new house and see what it looks like, and maybe take a squizz around the alternative hippy shops they have down there. (Y)
On the last week of the holidays I really want to see Kascha again, so hopefully I'll have all of the above completed so I can do that. I want to invite her over for the first ever sleepover at my house. I've never had one, and I want her to be my first. 
Then hopefully the day after I can take her out on the town again for some best friend fun! <3
I miss her like crazy, seriously. I hate the fact that she had to move away, I really do. She's probably the best friend I'll ever have, and we've been friends for years. We had our non-talking period, and now we're talking again and we're stronger than ever. It makes us both happy.
Things are *slowly* working out for me again.
Oh that reminds me of another task... getting a job.
I have some jobs in mind. I'll be speaking to mum and possibly the guidance officer when I get back to school about the certain jobs I've picked, 'cause they might be a bit difficult with school. But I will NEVER, I repeat, NEVER work at McDonald's or Woolworths. Kthx.
Anyways, that should help with my family's financial situation. Dad and I need all the money we can get right now. So no, it's not just for my benefit.
I'm pretty happy.
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Well, I have returned from NSW, with a few good memories, and new hair.
I arrived at Mum's house at around 2:30pm on Friday and I must say, it may just be the prettiest house she's lived in. So yes, nothing much happened on Friday except for me getting myself acquainted with the place. On Saturday Mum and Martin took me out to see the sights and stuff. We went to Uki, which is a little town just near Mt. Warning, which is near Murwillumbah and Tumbulgum(where Mum lives). We went to go get some fruit and vegetables from the hippies. They sell organic(obviously) and CHEAP vegetables. So yes, we were in the shop, and two hippies were playing music, so I was dancing, and then the shop keepers were dancing with me and having fun with me. I really liked the hippies and didn't want to leave them. Haha. We then drove around other places and stopped and had a break, then came home.
I bought some hair colour while I was out. "Darkest brown" was its name. Today came quickly and I got my hair coloured. It turned out almost black, it looks pretty good. The only little problem was Mum didn't get all of my hair covered in the dye, so there's tiny blonde highlights at the top of my hair. It doesn't look bad, but I still don't want them there. I'll have to colour over it in a couple of weeks.
At 11:50am, Jack and I got on a train headed for Brisbane. What sucked was, it all of a sudden changes and goes, "This train will now run express from Beenleigh and will TERMINATE at Trinder Park."
So we got off the train at Trinder Park, where buses were waiting to take us to Yeerongpilly station where a train would then take us to Brisbane. It pissed me off majorly. So we finally got to Roma st station, and I managed to get a hold of dad on the phone to tell him that we were going to be late. It was good timing too, and apparently our car is broken again. Great. But yes, I threatened to bomb the train several times. Haha.
Finally got home and had chips. Dad doesn't like my hair, but boo-hoo. He said that it's my choice, which is a first for him to say. Normally it's, "No, you're not going black, no no no."
Haha.
Anyways, yes, I had a reasonable time at Mum's. The house is nice, the area is nice, and the views are gorgeous.
Peace.
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Tue Jul 03, 2007 7:09 pm |
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I look back on things I've done and said to people, and it really makes me stop in my tracks and think about whether or not I'm really a good person or not. I mean, I've helped many people, but at the same time I've hurt people as well. I can't really tell which is predominant, but I know there's been a lot of both. I guess I'm typing this because a lot of the time I feel more like a bad person than a good one. All I ever hear from people is negative things about me... I said this to Wilkins a little while ago, I guess it just seems like the good things I do never compensate for the bad, like, everyone always holds the bad things against me, and I feel like half the time the good isn't even acknowledged, and in turn making me feel like a bad person.
Do you ever feel like that?
Don't get me wrong, I don't mean that every single good thing I do will be, "OMG Eliza you did something good, that's so awesome, I'm proud of you!"
It just seems like the bad will always be the thing that gets the most attention. The only time the good gets noticed is if I draw attention to it like, "Guys look what I did!" - in which case it looks like I'm attention seeking. It just seems like a no win situation.
I'm not even sure why I'm posting this, I'll probably get flamed. But with that said, I want to know what you really think of me. Do you think I'm a good person or a bad person?
Pick me apart all you like.
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Tue Jul 03, 2007 7:13 pm |
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I honestly don't see why the others don't like you.
I'm really no good at writing stuff about people so I'll keep this short.. you are amazing. God's made you the way that you are for a reason, keep that in mind. Whenever I see you I just want to go and give you a big hug, before quickly remembering I don't do that. But seriously, you are awesome. People are silly. |
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Tue Jul 03, 2007 7:29 pm |
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eliza, remember when i said i was proud of you? that night you got tongues?
it wasn't even about tongues, it was about everything. for my memory, that would have been the first time i ever was moved to say that to someone...
i mean, i guess i'm proud of other people as well, impressed even, but that's about the only time i've ever said it to someone, because you've come so far in christ so quickly. |
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Tue Jul 03, 2007 10:56 pm |
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Yeah, Eliza. It's sad. I liken your situation to a mother. They always do stuff for their children ,sacrifice for their kids. And all the little kids. And all the kids can focus on is when their mum yells at them to be quiet, or when they don't get what they want. But in later years their children thank their mum for being a good parent.
I have felt like this at times, but in the end, your friends will thank you. Your not a bad person, you have helped me a lot. I needed a sister, and God gave me you. If you get all the negativity in the world, atleast come back and read this.
There you go
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Wed Jul 04, 2007 5:16 pm |
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Thanks guys, means a lot.
| Wilkins wrote: | | Your not a bad person, you have helped me a lot. I needed a sister, and God gave me you. |
That almost made me cry.
ALMOST.
Lol.
Penny, I love you bub, thanks for letting me rant over MSN to you.
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Mmm, well i have decided to tell you if your a good person or a bad person.
Well i must say, i thought about this thought some more. And i honestly can not find some bad in you. Yes i know i haven't known you for long at all but for the time i have, honestly i haven't seen one bad bit ever. You got me through some hard times made me laugh. We dont talk much but if we do its always good. If anyone could ever find anything bad in you...well i don't think they could cause honestly you astound me...in a good way.
It just amazes me how you pull through it all..while still makeing others smile. Your such a great person for God, and with that i just wanna encourage more and more keep going =].This is only breif but just wanna say your a great person and have a great one.
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Mon Jul 09, 2007 12:36 am |
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I know that this is a bit of an old question, but Eliza, you are a good person. There's no debate in my heart or my head, you are just simply a good person.
I can go through all of the good things that you've done, i can say how things out of your control have happened and its made you doubt. I can say how things have been out of your control and you still have the time for someone else. I could say all of that but instead I'll say this. Eliza, you are a good person. If you don't believe it in yourself sometimes, just ask one of us. We believe it.
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Thanks so much Shane.
<3
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