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Kung-Fu
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Mon Jul 16, 2007 8:14 pm |
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You know the awesome thing about me? Even through all the shit I go through all the time, I still help people. ALWAYS. If someone needs me, I won't abandon them just because I have my own issues.
That blows the selfish theory out of the water doesn't it?
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Mon Jul 16, 2007 8:22 pm |
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you know why because helping other people makes you feel good and it makes the people that you help feel good its like a majior win win and its not selfish in the least.
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Mon Jul 16, 2007 8:56 pm |
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I don't do it so I feel good, I do it to make the other person feel good.
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Mon Jul 16, 2007 9:02 pm |
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yeh what i was trying to get at i didnt know how to siy it 
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Mon Jul 16, 2007 9:13 pm |
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Argh stuff this too. Time for a stupid comment from me.
*gives Eliza a big hug*
I know hugs don't help much. But possibly just showing that I care. 'Cos I do.
I know that I don't get whatever's going on, and even if you explained it I wouldn't get it, but I care. Lots. |
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Mon Jul 16, 2007 9:34 pm |
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Yeah, thanks Penny.
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Tue Jul 17, 2007 12:40 pm |
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say, eliza, i went through this exact same shit with school, i'd known what it was and i dealt with it pretty well until grade nine. it just slipped...
i know pretty well what you mean by breakdown, too. but that's a long story, filled with wide-eyed fearful doctors and undermotivated psychiatrists.
you are at the stage where you can choose. you can choose to keep jumping through hoops, which is what killed me in the school department, or you can get out. i took the option of getting out, it's been a good few weeks of unemployment and doing stuff all, but it's time for me to work out what i want to do with my life. problem is, no-one wants to hire an 18 year old nobody who can't even be bothered communicating with the school for even the time it takes to pick up a reference or two.
eliza, i'd like to see you about this sometime. maybe out of all the people on here, maybe even all the people i know, i've experienced almost exactly what you're experiencing. and maybe i can help you out. |
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Tue Jul 17, 2007 5:35 pm |
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Nyuu nyuu!
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Tue Jul 17, 2007 7:04 pm |
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You seem fine now... So, whats that? Case/depression closed?
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Tue Jul 17, 2007 7:25 pm |
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Hardly.
This is me TRYING to cheer up.
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Tue Jul 17, 2007 8:19 pm |
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well, look on the bright side. there's always a bright side, remember?
my mum told me once this riddleish thingy about the dark side or something, only real life. hardship leads to introversion, introversion leads to apathy, apathy leads to depression, depression leads to death. at each step you can choose to get off the path, but you need to choose.
there's your bright side... |
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Tue Jul 17, 2007 8:40 pm |
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I'm at apathy right now.
I'm also writing something for you all to possibly read in the near future.
EDIT: Only a select few now...
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Wed Jul 18, 2007 5:26 pm |
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Today I've come up with a bit of a solution.
Finish off this year... and then take an entire year's break to get a job and some money, and then finish year 12 in TAFE.
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Wed Jul 18, 2007 6:46 pm |
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Its not that hard.
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Wed Jul 18, 2007 6:58 pm |
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What isn't?
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Wed Jul 18, 2007 7:36 pm |
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Life. When you put things in perspective.
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Kung-Fu
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Wed Jul 18, 2007 7:57 pm |
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What's so bad about me wanting a break? Maybe it'll help me sort my shit out, you know? You have no clue about anything that's happened in my life, so you can't really say that it's not hard.
I've been wanting a break for a while now, and it's not like I won't be able to go back to school when I'm all sorted out.
My mother even suggested it to me a few weeks back.
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Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:26 pm |
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Adam was not cheapshotting you. He was merely stating that life is so much easier once you sort your shit out. If anything he was almost complimenting you.
I'm with my interpretation of what he said, it's good that you've got a plan.
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Wed Jul 18, 2007 8:32 pm |
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I'll hear that from Adam, thanks.
But yes, I just think I really need the time.
I know I've still got many months of school left, and I'm going to do what I can, but yeah...
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Sun Jul 22, 2007 7:55 pm |
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For everything that He's done in me
All I wanna do is just Praise Him
(EVERYBODY)
WOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Who's got the praise?!
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Sun Jul 22, 2007 7:57 pm |
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WE GOT THE PRAISE!!
*squeals* |
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Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:15 pm |
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WHO YOU GIVING PRAISE TO?
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Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:18 pm |
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Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:18 pm |
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jesus!great song isnt it ?
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Sun Jul 22, 2007 8:19 pm |
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JESUS!
EDIT: YOU PEOPLE BEAT ME!  Oh well, mine's rainbow. So there!@ |
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Tue Jul 24, 2007 4:27 pm |
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I feel like I'm going to vomit up my entire digestive system.
Today at school was good. Norman and I hijacked the Music room at lunch time, and put on some praise music and had a bit of a dance around, then he prayed for me. 'Twas good.
Once again my English class disappointed me terribly. So what did I do? Went ahead and finished half of our assignment during the lesson, whilst they're all still learning what the hell a discourse is. It's sad. Told a kid that if he doesn't quit being an idiot he's gonna wind up with a knife in his ribs. Yes, I'm an angry child who's had a gutful.
I'm almost finished my self-portrait painting too. It's looking okay I guess. My teacher just had to say, "It doesn't even look like you."
I'm not perfect! In fact, I am really bad at painting. SORRY! Anyway, obviously it's not gonna look exactly like me when the whole objective of it was to make myself NOT look like me, ahah. She said we were allowed to do that, so shouldn't she just assume? It resembles me, but then I've made myself look like a mixture of Queen Amidala from Star Wars and a traditional Japanese woman, with the white face and red lip. My teacher hates me, I know it. She never speaks to me unless I talk to her first, yet she goes and talks to everyone else in the class. "Your work is so great. It looks lovely. Do you need any help?"
Why don't I get any of that? Is it because my art is crap? Or that she just plain doesn't like me. I think it's the second one.
Getting pretty sick of people calling me emo too. I haven't changed my style at all this whole year. The only thing I've done that's different is dyed my hair. I know it's pretty hypocritical of me to be pissed off about it, since I've done it to others in the past, but you see, I really really dislike the emo style, music, behavior. Why on Earth would I participate in something I dislike? That's not me at all. Blah, screw it.
There's this kid called Jason in my Ancient History and Art class. He's really cool. He's such a good drawer. He gave me some pointers with my drawing, and he's so nice about it. I invited him to come hang out with me in the group, but I think he's just happy hanging out with the idiots that reside under G block. It's disappointing, but I guess there's nothing I can do. I can't change someone's mind for them. *sigh*
I've started asking for sponsorship with the 40 Hour Famine thing too. A couple of people have said that they will, and Mr V said he'd give me $15 if I shut up and concentrated for once, lol.
It was funny.
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Tue Jul 24, 2007 4:37 pm |
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yeh i wish i could do 40 hour famine.
yeh sometimes teachers are like that 
well i hope you feel better ill pray for you 
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Tue Jul 24, 2007 9:10 pm |
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Just quietly Eliza quit being an idiot or you are gonna wind up with a knife in your ribs. Seriously, sort your shit out, it seems like you're either now just milking any situation you can or that you enjoy getting the attention. Everyone's life has their ups and downs, if you choose to exaggerate it, its your decision obviously.. but if it really sucks that much, do something about it.
You're always ranting and raving about how good you are at school, yet its too much for you....You need a break. Sort your priorities out, its not hard. Set a goal, once again thats not hard but bloody well stick to it. This is what i'm quitely aiming to achieve. As for straddy, my goal is to actually have everything organised as of the 1st of November. Absolutely everything done, i've given myself plenty of times (just as you have plenty of time to sort your shit out for school) and if you're serious about it (which I pressume you are, as we all are about straddy) it can be done.
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Tue Jul 24, 2007 9:18 pm |
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And please actually read that Eliza. Read into it. Don't just take it as a knock, he's giving you advice.
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Tue Jul 24, 2007 9:50 pm |
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*dons the bad guy hat*
Everyone stop reading what you're wanting and expecting to read and actually approach mine and adams posts with a clear head and pretend its Wilkins or Elliott posting it.
Go read Adams post again now and then come back to mine. Didn't do it? Well you can't expect to get anywhere can you? The reason why you're unhappy Eliza isn't because of people always bringing you down, it's the fact that you're not listening. If you wont at least listen to me or Adam when we say actually do something about your life instead of complaining about it. Commit to something for a change, don't get swept up in the fads, actually do something that you say you're going to do. If things arn't going your way I'm sorry, but there's nothing we can do. Just grit in and bare it and go go go go go go again.
Elliott commented on how he's sick of everyone ripping into you, thats ok, I'm sick of hearing how bad life is for you as well. Just wait till you realise that almost everything has just been inside your head! I don't mind that I'm going to look like I'm attacking you and I'm going to get ripped apart myself. I don't care what image I'm presenting for myself considering our past. What I care about is someone finally getting through to you. I'm sick of seeing Adam put so much effort into you only to get a brick wall.
He doesn't even like you and he wants you to suceed, doesn't that serve as ANY wakeup call how selfish you're being by not even giving him a chance? You'll finally realise how much work we've put into you so that you don't hurt us and you don't hurt yourself. Rip this post apart do what you will, but I hope this stays in the back of your mind.
*takes off the bad guy hat*
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